Dear Hubby,
I fell in love with a boy. It’s been a few months. I’m sorry I didn’t tell you until now.
I guess it’s because I was kinda hoping he would be you. But now when I think about it, I feel like God is just trying to give me confidence and hope. To show me that I can fall in love with a decent Christian guy (that they are not incredibly boring. lol). He is like the first guy that made me think.. if I’m with him, I would be the luckiest girl in the world. Honey, I’m sure you are better suited for me than him but it is just so cool to meet a good guy. And plus, he’s been like a brother to me and I’ve been a sister to him. That’s all.
Nothing will happen between him and me. He has no idea about my feelings for him and it will stay that way.
I know I’m not ready for a relationship right now. There are so much things I want to do on my own. So many places I want to go. I’m just not ready to settle down.
But I’m pretty happy to be able to smile and dream again. I just gotta follow God’s plan and everything will be perfect.
Your Wife
